Tuesday, 27 December 2022

Law and Order SVU

Today I wanna write about Law and Order SVU.

I wonder if I'll be able to write a female friendship like theirs in one of my stories one day... Olivia and Amanda are grown up in a way I don't feel like I will ever be...

I am not sure if I've ever written about SVU on this blog, but the thing is, I've been watching SVU for a long, long time. I used to watch this on cable with my parents when I was a little kid, before I even started Military School. That's a long time.

I love this show. It's longevity is definitely a part of that. I don't like when things end. And it helps that the actors enjoy the show as well. I mean this is part of what made Star Trek TNG so awesome: the actors enjoyed being together. I've listened to them talking about what it was like backstage, and how close they all were, and it's delightful to hear. Marina Sirtis has said something to the effect of: "I loved being in Star Trek, if they were still doing the show, I would still be on it." And that's awesome. Because I feel the same way about the show. And yeah, I get that for most actors it's just a job, something they'll do for a little while and move on, which is why it's so special when they also feel really close to the story... It's like... being in synch with someone you thought you might be in synch with all along. It's like there's chemistry. And Mariska Hargitay and Ice T seem to have this with SVU. 

Which is not to say that the show doesn't change as it ages... SVU has changed a lot. And although I have had my doubts about a couple of episodes in the latest seasons, overall, I really like some of the new directions where the show is going. They have been doing episodes focusing on multiple cases at once for instance, which feels more like what must actually be like working in a police station, and they choose one or a few stories in the season to bring back in further episodes which is also a nice little bit of continuity without giving up the episodic nature of the show. These things are cool. 

Unfortunately, the characters also change... SVU has had two major phases I think. The first was from seasons 1-12, with Cragen, Olivia, Elliot, Finn and Munch in the team. It ended when Stabler left, and his departure was handled beautifully by the writers. It took time for Olivia to bounce back from Elliot leaving, and it would have taken time, especially with how he left. It took some time for the show to find its footing again - Amaro was probably the most emblematic character of the transition phase - but eventually we got a new team: Olivia, Rollings, Carisi and Finn. Cragen was there in the beginning, and my absolutely favourite ADA of all time, Rafael Barba. Well, now the show is changing again. The person who's leaving this time is Amanda Rollins. 

I was pretty upset when I heard that Rollings was leaving. She is such an integral part of the show! She thinks in a different way than everyone else in the unit, which really adds to the investigation... It's like what Cameron was on House's team. But I have to say, the way Rollins left, it was handled beautifully. 

Episode 9, season 24 ("And a Trauma in a Pear Tree"), was something of a departure from what SVU is usually like and had Amanda and Olivia cutting loose and having some fun while ambushing a third-rate lowlife who liked to place cameras behind the mirrors of cheap motels. Olivia is sort of going through something with Noah finding a brother through a genetic ancestry test and Rollings is trying to find a way to tell her that she is leaving SVU, but more than that, in this episode, they are just there for each other. And that's something that happened over time since Rollings came on the team. They became friends. There aren't a lot of examples of female friendship like theirs in TV, at least not in most of the things that I watch. It feels like their friendship exists in the moments when the camera is not rolling. I don't mean that the actresses are friends - I think they probably are, but I don't know that. I mean that the characters exist even beyond what we see of them on each episode. I could write a million stories about the things we don't get to see, the things that happen between episodes, the little moments between those two women. They are both flawed people, they both went through tough times, but they were there for each other. They admire each other. They talk about personal stuff, give each other advice, show up and make the other know she is not alone. This goodbye episode highlighted all of this. It sucks that Amanda is leaving. But they will remain friends. And if she had to go, this was definitely the way. 

Olivia's reaction to the news was so human. This is one thing I like about Olivia's character: she feels like a real person. She is a hero, but she messes up sometimes. She's never written like a perfect character. And even when I don't like something she's doing, even when she annoys me, even when I would do something completely different in her place, I always feel like it is consistent with her character. That's good writing. Good acting too, I suppose, but I pay attention to the writing part because writing is sort of my thing. 

Anyway, this is it... I just wanted to register these thoughts now, in the present when I am thinking them... Because this is a great show and it feels like it's going into a new phase... And I'll miss Rollings, but I know she'll still be around in between the lines and I look forward to see what's coming next. 

SVU main phases... What will the next phase look like?


Sunday, 25 December 2022

Science Officer's Personal Log | My Christmas at Oxford (December, 2022)

Although this Christmas was different - far away from my Christmas tree to name just one thing - I had to put a little effort into decorating my room for the season... Watching to my favourite Christmas movies in the theatre did had a little something to do with that, and here are the results...\

Believe in the magic of Christmas...

I love this duvet cover :) So me...

The mailbox Christmas card will be sent home to my brother before the new year...

I got two Christmas cards this season! Both were entirely unexpected! The first was from my brother (he sneaked it into my cello case and it got here when I did, back in September), and the second was from the choir maestro and organ scholars team :P

Before and after of my bold attempt at a Christmas dinner! No one was more surprised than I that it turned out delicious


My view...

And one from back home, little Luke under the Christmas tree, looking like a present :P


Friday, 23 December 2022

Top 3 Star Trek Christmas Memes

 

3. Not gonna lie... this reminds me of what it's like decorating the tree back home :P

2.


1. Oh No!!!

Opinion | What's up with Christmas movies this year?

Christmas is the most wonderful time of the year. Needless to say, it's my undisputed favorite. I thought perhaps it would be different this year because, well... so much is different now, and I'll be on my own for Christmas for the first time ever. But no, it's still my favorite season. I  am actually appreciating all the things that are different about it - all the new carols, the real Christmas trees, the weather... But one that has not changed is this: I've been watching a lot of Christmas movies. 

Now, one of the highlights of this Christmas season has been watching to some of my favourite films - old Christmas films - at the movie theatre. There's a couple of street cinemas less than 10 minutes away from my flat, and in the past couple of weeks I had a chance to see Home Alone 1 and 2, It's a Wonderful Life and The Bishop's Wife on the big screen... I have to say... There's nothing like watching Cary Grant and Jimmy Stewart in a cinema. It's absolutely indescribable. 

 

Those are some of my favourite movies of all time. But I also wanted to see what's new, so I have been watching to several Christmas movies on streaming. I mean, for the past few years I have more or less kept up to date with yearly launches, and I actually enjoyed Netflix's Christmas-Royalty multiverse (except for the third installment of the princess switch), and I was looking forward for 2022's addition to the series. But there wasn't one. I mean, there is a 2022 movie called "The Royal Treatment" which seems to be set in that continuum of movies (I'm pretty sure they mention Aldovia at some point) but this is NOT a Christmas movie! Can you believe that? I was halfway through and thought.. huh, there's something missing here. Turns out there was a lot missing: Christmas trees, carols, decorations, spirit... 

But, after I dusted myself off I actually got around to watch some fresh-out-of-the-oven 2022 Christmas movies. My favourite was probably "Your Christmas or Mine?", featuring Asa Butterfield from Sex Education. The movie follows a young couple: James and Haley, two art students from a University in London. When the movie starts, they are in a train station, saying goodbye before parting ways for a few days while each goes to their own family homes for Christmas. They are very much in love and mourning the imminent separation, but eventually each makes the way to their respective trains. Except that when they get there they decide to come back. And in true Kevin McCallister fashion (like when he thinks he sees his dad in the plane in the beginning of movie 2) neither is aware that the person they are getting in the train for is no longer there. 

 


When both trains stop, James and Haley are stuck with each other's families. And although they are in love, they have only been together for a couple of months, and they don't really know anything about their families. And actually, about each other. 

Both of the main characters have secrets. One of James' secrets has to do with his mum. As it turns out, she died a few years ago. She loved Christmas, and after she passed away Christmas was never the same for him, in no small reason because his father is so cold. But, of course, Haley is the catalyst that was needed for the old man to open up a bit, and when he does, he even tells his son that the girl reminds him of James' mum. 

 



Now, this brings me to a trend I have observed in this year's batch of Christmas movies. Having a character who's dealing with grief is not necessarily an original idea, especially in Christmas movies. Here's how it goes: the main character lost a loved one - usually a parent or a spouse. This person loved Christmas, possibly died around Christmas and since then, the season was never the same. Eventually the main character rediscovers the magic through his/her acquaintance with the movie's love interest. A LOT of Christmas movies have this plot, and the formula itself is not a problem. The problem is that every single movie in this year's batch uses it.

In Falling For Christmas, Sierra Belmont, spoiled daughter of a wealthy businessman has an accident and finds herself in the care of Jack Russel, owner of a small ski lodge, a single dad and - of course - a widower - for whom Christmas was never the same since his wife passed away. In Christmas on Mistletoe Farm, single dad and also widower Matt Cunningham takes his five kids to a farm and rediscovers the meaning of Christmas by falling in love with an eligible young lady from the neighboring village. Christmas with you has pop star Angelina rediscover the magic of Christmas by falling in love with - surprise, surprise - single dad and widower Miguel. Having lost her mother already, Angelina also bonds with Miguel's teenage daughter, Cristina, over shared grief, and in The Noel diaries, main characters Jake and Rachel bond over loneliness and grief again!

2022 batch of Christmas Movies on streaming...
 

I have a high tolerance for repetition. I mean, just looking at the history of this blog you'll find three Christmas Marathons, and one of those (December, 2020), focused exclusively on Christmas movies that involved royalty and nobility! More than that, I understand that a plot does not have to be surprising to make a good movie. But I don't think the problem of this year's batch of Christmas movies is the plot - I think the problem is that they are all hitting the same emotional notes. 

I understand why it can be tempting to write about a character struggling with grief. Grief is a powerful emotion, one that most people will be able to relate to and even those who can't should be able to understand it, and even feel for the characters in the story. But the characters have to be interesting. The setting should be compelling. In these movies, none of this is present. They don't even highlight a specific element of Christmas - a story, a decoration, a tradition or a song,... The characters are interchangeable.  The story rests on this single emotional punch, and the same notes are played so often they don't even sound like music anymore. At some point instead of feeling for the characters your response is just: "Oh, not again." 

When I look at my favourite Christmas movies, I realize that each of those stories stands on its own. Home alone is about rediscovering the love of family, and I bet most people - children and adults - can relate to Kevin, when he's in his parents' bed, holding a family photo and giving it a little kiss, after a quick look around to check that no one was there to witness him. That moment - the regret at the stupid thing he said before, the love for his family regardless of their problems, the need to seem tough and not let anyone see your vulnerable spots - that's what home alone is about. The traps and slapstick are just for fun - part of the setting, a setting that keeps things interesting. The Bishop's Wife is about the difference between what you think you want and what you actually need, and how easy it is to loose sight of the things that are truly important in life - things like family, charity and goodness. That scene where the angel pleads with Julia, not to send him away, the way he tells the Bishop of the dangers of an angel envying the mortal under his care, that's what The Bishop's wife is, beautifully delivered by Cary Grant's masterful performance. It's a Wonderful Life is about rediscovering one's own value, and being able to find success in an ending that is radically different from what one had originally envisioned. It's George begging to have his life back after seeing all the horrible things that happened without him, and feeling the friendship and love of people he had known his whole life, though he never knew how much they actually cared about him.  I could keep going, but I guess I made my point... Each of these movies plays a symphony of different emotional notes. Yeah, Christmas is there, but even then, each of them highlights different aspects of it. Home Alone emphasizes the decorations - which are incorporated in Kevin's traps. The Bishop's Wife and It's a wonderful life veer towards the religious aspect of the holiday, bringing angels to the forefront, but even then the angels are unique - Duddley is very old, and experienced, Clarence is an angel second class in need of his wings. The characters are unforgettable. 

Notice the cool Italian version of The Bishop's Wife on the right...

I don't mean to say I only enjoy old Christmas movies. That is not so. It's true that I sometimes wish people still wrote scripts like they did in the old days, but Last Christmas came out in 2019, and I found it truly extraordinary. But this year's batch wasn't so strong... Fortunatelly, Christmas, like Carnaval, happens every year. Here's hoping that next year's batch fares a little better.


Friday, 9 December 2022

Science Officer's Personal Log | Winter Break, week 1 (Sunday, 4/12 - Saturday 10/12)

 

Balliol College behind the Christmas Market

I wasn't really sure what to expect from the first week of winter break. On one side, week 8 was absolutely lovely and I was starting the break with the "right" foot forward. On the other side, most of the students would have returned home, and I wondered whether the drop in activities would make me a bit blue about not going home for Christmas this year. Over the break, there would be no more choir rehearsals, no more evensong, none of the delicate structure I managed to built over my first term. What is more, I was supposed to have a supervisor meeting on Friday, which always adds a bit of anticipation to my week. Like I said, I had no idea how everything was going to go. 

Well,  I am happy to report it actually went great. There was no choir rehearsal on Sunday, but I dropped by the chapel anyway, and used the time during which I would be at rehearsal to write instead. I love writing at the chapel. It's a good atmosphere - specially with the "monuments" lights on - and there is usually nobody around. This Sunday a small group of tourists dropped by at one point, though, and I overheard their guide saying that "because of its Welsh connection, Jesus College actually has the best choir in Oxford". Had to exercise all my Vulcan self control not to smile at that and add: "that's right, we do". 

The big event of this week was my second trip  to the Sheldonian, last Thursday. I spent the day at the Library, leaving at around 18:30, in time to drop by the Christmas Market, on broad street. The market was lovely, with a huge Christmas tree - a real tree, I believe - and an assortment of different stalls, selling everything from food, to socks and Christmas decorations. It actually felt a lot more like a Christmas Market - or at least my idea of what a Christmas market should be - than the Leicester Market we visited in London last week. I had a German bratwurst for dinner, with onions on top, and I couldn't have asked for anything better. 

Huge Christmas Tree on the Market at Broad Street...

 

Then it was time for the theatre. The programme was as follows: Mozart, Piano Concerto No 21 in C Major and Bethoven, Symphony No. 3 in E flat, Op 55, 'Eroica". I was at the lower gallery, in the back, at a spot with a really good view of the cellos. 

I actually went to watch the 'Eroica",  because I have listened to recordings of this symphony many times, but had never had a chance to watch it live. But I was very impressed by the Piano Concerto. The piano player was the maestro himself, Marios Papadopoulos, and he sort of conducted the orchestra with his piano, which was something I had never seen before. The lid of the piano had been removed, so people could see him, and all the instruments gathered around him in a way that felt almost like a group of friends, sitting around a fire, making music together. The cellist in the first line watched the maestro with the most sincere of smiles. It was rather lovely. 

During the break, the piano was removed, and the instruments assumed their standard positions. It was amazing. Nearly an hour long, I'm sure of it, and gripping throughout. Once again, my eyes naturally drifted to the cellos, and the first pair - a man and a woman - were an absolute delight to watch. It seemed like they were talking to each other at times, albeit not so much with words as with looks, and they seemed to be having a great time. At one point she played, he didn't, but he made a sort of gesture with his hand, almost as though they were dancing instead of playing the cello. And later on, after it was all over, when the maestro was giving flowers to his musicians, that playful cellist indicated his companion deserved a  rose. I had a blast watching those two.  

 

My view from the lower gallery...

Eventually it was all over. Since my spot was at the very back - and the Sheldonian is a cramped up building - I thought it best to wait until everyone else had left on my side. One of the other spectator, however, a white-haired gentleman, who also seemed to be by himself actually stopped and gestured that I might leave ahead of him, so as not to have to wait for the entire line. It was sweet of him. A kindness from a stranger, and the type of small moment that makes me smile and sets my mind in motion with thoughts that sound a lot like: "I really should put that in a book". 

As far as work is concerned, the first week of the break went great. I hurt my foot, unfortunately, so I have been limping to the library and back since Monday, but working in the library all day is exactly the sort of thing I feel I was meant to do with my life. This week, because of the foot injury, I chose my College Library, which is really starting to grow on me. Because the college is empty - with all the undergrads away - the college is a quiet heaven for study and research, and it's close to everything - meaning I can go easy on the foot. My favourite spot is at the gallery of the Upper Meyricke, at a round table in the Sociology/Economy session. I wouldn't expect the books in that particular session to be of particular interest to me, but I did take out "The Right to Sex", by Amia Srinivasa, which I am currently reading, and there's another one named "Peoples and Plagues", or something to that effect, on which I've been meaning to take a look. 

Talking about books, I finished two Star Trek novels this week: "Children of both worlds" and "Autobiography of Captain Janeway". It would take too long to go on about my thoughts on these though. Both were loans from the Oxfordshire county library, and I am glad to actually be reading and finish books from the many libraries in the city (my room is full of them :P) 

All things considered though, it's good that I chose a spot with few distractions, next to a window overlooking third quad. I had time to watch several sessions from an online Oxford Nanopore conference, and I could work on a literature review that is critical for my current project. It was a good routine for me. Wake up, pick up a hot chocolate on my way to college, get to my spot and work all day, breaking only for lunch at Hall, around 12:15. Hall is looking lovely, with a Christmas Tree and some decorations here and there. I just wish they would light up the fireplace, because the days are really starting to get colder now. My meeting on Friday went well, and I have a really clear idea of what to focus on for the next couple of weeks. Let's just say I see more days at the library in my future. It's beginning to look a lot like Christmas indeed. 

Saturday, 3 December 2022

Science Officer's Personal Log | Michaelmas Term, week 8 (Sunday, 27/11 - Saturday 3/12)

Last week of my first term at Oxford. I can hardly believe it. 

Sunday 
 
St. John's secret garden...
 
Sunday started strong,  with me meeting a couple of friends from Trek Soc - best close-knit group of people I've met in this town so far - so we could explore colleges. First I took them around Jesus, showing the highlights of my pretty little college, and sharing a few tidbits of its History, as well as my favourite spots. Then we went to St. John's, home of Trek Soc's first officer. John's is an impressive College. Grandiose, and maze-like sometimes, with multiple quads, a private croquet lawn and a secret garden. My favourite little thing about it though was a tree - known as the O2 tree, I am told - with a wooden bench around it, like Captain Picard's tree at the Academy. 

I had had a tour of John's before, but it was nice visiting again, especially with my friends from Trek Soc. I think of them as friends, at least, and I have a good time when we're together. They went to Hilda's next - our first officer wasn't around when we went last week - but I couldn't join them because I had to get ready for choir. We all had lunch at Najar though. Najar is an institution at Oxford, a falafel stand right in front of John's to which I'll definitely be returning in the future. I had never had it before (I had a wrap with falafel and chiken tikka), the price is fantastic. Great experience.

The highlight of this week, no doubt, has been singing Christmas Carols with the choir. It started on Sunday, 27th of November, the last Sunday of term. Because most students go home after week 8, it is tradition, at Oxford, to celebrate Christmas with the college one month in advance. Oxmas, it's called, and Oxmas is upon us. This week's evensong was then, replaced by Christmas Carols. 
 
Link to the Christmas Service on facebook: https://fb.watch/hgThx7f7zH/?mibextid=j8LeHn
 
The service was unusual in another way also: because it is so popular - and our chapel is so small - we agreed to perform twice, so more people would have a chance to attend. This meant a different schedule: 

14:00 Rehearsal
15:15 Break
15:45 Carol Service #1
16:45 Choir Tea
17:30 Carol Service #2
Followed by formal as usual

The schedule wasn't the only thing that was different. There were two types of carols for us to sing. Choir hymns, which are for the choir alone, and congregation carols, which everybody in the church is invited to sing along. The thing is, last Thursday we practiced none of the congregation carols, and there were so many of them that we barely had time to get through them all before the performance. It wasn't supposed to matter, because most people in the choir have been listening to these since they were children, but all I had to go on were a few recordings I'd listen to in preparation for service. I did my best to catch up though. And it was a plus that we got to sing a second service. For me it was a chance to do even better the second time around. Both services were by candlelight, as is tradition at Christmas, and the choir had little lamps for our sheet music folders, that made me feel like part of an orchestra. 

The music was a lot of fun. It was hard, surprisingly hard, especially because they had higher notes than anything we'd tried the entire term. Notes I can reach, but that are hard to reach especially in the middle of a song. I'm still pretty novice at this. Of the congregation carols, my favourite was one named "The Angel Gabriel from Heaven Came". I had never heard it before, but the rhythm of this one was really lovely. Constantly moving, difficult to explain but easy to listen to. I hope we do it again next year. 

Monday
 
Christmas Tree in front of St. John's... It's a real pine tree, and my view every Monday evening, before Trek soc starts :)

 
On Monday, at the last in person meeting of Trek Soc, I was chosen as new Science Officer of the society, which is exactly what I wish I could be on the Enterprise :P My duties shall involve taking the computer to meetings to show episodes, managing the website and - I think - looking after the cups. It was movie night for us and we ended up watching "The Search for Spock", which was a lot of fun. I always have a good time watching trek, and it's always doubly special if it involves Spock. 

Prior to our meeting, I stopped by Jesus Chapel for an hour to watch the Christmas Carols in Welsh, by the Welsh society. It was cool. Jesus was originally founded to educate Welsh clergymen at Oxford, and to this day, the college maintains a strong link to Wales. The Welsh Draig is all over our walls, next to our boating victories. Now that I am a part of Jesus, I want to learn more about Welsh also. Seems like too good an opportunity to miss. The carols were an interesting experience. The service was much more packed than evensong ordinarily is. I had a leaflet to follow along - so many consonants!! It was fun. And there was a harp presentation, so a nice musical evening.  

Tuesday
 
Jesus by candlelight... Photo from @jesuschapeloxford instagram
 
I worked intensely since the beginning of the week, focusing on my lab projects and revising the material for an important exam on Thursday morning. By Tuesday evening, I welcomed the chance to stop by Chapel for an hour or so, to have a break, and write a little. The Chaplain lit up candles all over the chapel, creating a nice, intimate atmosphere. It's amazing how big a part the chapel has come to play in this beginning of my new life at Oxford, especially considered how non-religious I am, and what an insignificant part church has played in it so far. Be that as it may, I am glad of it... The chapel certainly looked cool tonight.  

Wednesday
 
An evening stroll around London...
 
Sunday service was not the last chance for carols this week! On Wednesday night we had a special alumni service in London, for alumni and donnors. A coach would take us from the Randolph to St. George's Hanover Square, leaving at 13:30h. The trip took forever. It took us over an hour just to get to the church, AFTER we had entered London. But I didn't mind. I was doing revision for a big test the next day most of the trip, but I also listened to music, and even joined a few of the others in a quiz game in which we tried to guess movie names based on tips from the other players. And after we arrived, I took a stroll to the Christmas Market in Leicester square. The market was no bog deal, but a walk in the city at night... I always enjoy that. Not to mention, well, as they say, there is no place like London.

Singing at the church however was great. The church was bigger than our chapel, with a much larger organ. There was a Christmas tree inside, a large tree, taller than I. and we had four lines of chairs for the choir, instead of three, but there were less of us this time so the sound was very different. I worried about reaching the high notes, about actually contributing to the sound, but I enjoyed everything about the process. The first rehearsal after the walk to the Christmas market. The break for a packed dinner, when I had a delicious sandwich of chicken and stuffing with chips and water. The actual performance to a much larger audience than what we're used to, accompanied by a much bigger organ. I was happy and grateful to be a part of it. I didn't sign up for the MCR Christmas dinner because it would coincide with the alumni service and the choir has played a bigger part in my life than the MCR so far, so it was an easy choice. 

St George Hanover Square, London
 
After the performance there was a reception. That was a challenge. There were too many people there, loads of strangers, and I barely know even the other members of choirs, at least well enough to maintain a proper conversation. That meant the reception was a challenge. By the end of it I was exhausted and I actually retreated to the silent church for a few minutes before meeting the others at the bus. Then back to Oxford, and I was home by midnight.    

Thursday
 
The guy at the pizza place had no idea who we were, but somehow he gave us the perfect spot _\\//

 
This Thursday was the JCR Christmas dinner, which traditionally has 20 spots for the choir. Sadly I couldn't get one of the spots, but there would be a rehearsal before the dinner, and the maestro asked as many of us who could come to do so, to support the choir, because a  movie crew would be filming the us for a documentary. I went. It just seemed like fun, a last chance to do some singing before term was over, and the maestro even let all of us to participate at the rehearsal - not just the filming part - which turned out to be cooler than I expected, with all of us gathering around the piano to sing stuff like "Ding Dong Merrily on High". Loads of fun. 

After that, Trek Soc had a social at a place called  Atomic Burger. That was a fiasco. By the time we got there, the place was closed - despite confirming our reservation through email (since then we learned it actually closed for good). So, we had to walk to a different venue - a pizza place with a nice Star trek poster on a wall, but it was not close to the burger place and we walked VERY fast. At the pizza place, there were only about six of us, and we were all a bit tired from a busy week. But the pizza was nice.  

In addition to all this singing (which, I have to say, has taken a toll on my voice), the week was busy. I had a lot to do with regards to my projects, an important meeting on Friday and a big test on Thursday (I passed, by the way). On Saturday, I even found time to cook a nice little dinner: chicken and vegetables. I am practicing my cello again and I finished the first draft of the first five chapters of my novel.  All things considered,  a strong start to my first year. 


The days are definitely getting colder now. I might have to go out soon to buy proper winter things like gloves and a wooly hat, things I never really had much need for until now. I wonder what the winter break will be like... 

Monday, 28 March 2022

Film | The 94th Academy Awards

Dune 

I watched Dune months ago, in the theatre, and I wish I could have seen it again this week, closer to the other movies. I liked it a lot when I first watched it. The music was great, the sound was great, the production design was so awesome that made me put pen to paper and start writing down notes on effective worldbuiding... I had some problems with it though, particularly with the way Jessica Atreides was adapted and played. I didn't think it would win Best Picture or Best Script, but it's awesome to see a science fiction film in the Oscars, and I was happy to see it crushing a lot of other categories :) 




Saturday, 26 March 2022

Opinion | On Bill Maher's "Make America Grind Again"

I like to watch Bill Maher's segment "New Rules". He has interesting points and I agree with a lot of what he has to say... But I disagree with his arguments this week, and though it was worth writing a few lines about it. 

Bill starts his monologue by stating that "you can go on about how masculinity is itself toxic or you can be horny for Volodymyr Zelenskyy but you can't do both." He mentions that the internet is flooded with social media posts and memes about women having the hots for the Ukrainian president (he even shows a handful of these posts), and goes on to say that the reason is that  Zelenskyy is what used to be called a "man's man" and that this is entirely incompatible with women wanting to "retrain men" and "turn them into their favourite Twilight character. He posits that women may "want to create the perfect man" but that there will always be "a bit of toxic in the mix". Well, I don't subscribe to the notion that masculinity is toxic, nor do I want to create perfect men (and if I did, I would certainly not look to Twiligh as a guide book). While I can certainly understand a man's impulse to defend himself from these perceptions I don't agree with the way in which Bill defended his position. 

Personally, I don't think twitter (a medium that encourages repetition and regurgitation) can be used to take the temperature of the general population. Putting that aside though, Bill credits the brutality inherent to masculinity as the reason why we, as a species still alive. He concedes that there are brave women fighting in Ukraine, but, in his words "the images of people fleeing all seem to be of women and children while every able-bodied man in Ukraine is sticking around to fight and maybe die."

Men of conscription age, aged 18 to 60, were banned from leaving Ukraine after the Russian invasion on 24 February. It seems to me that is is more likely that this ban is the principal reason why most refugees now are women and children, not some innate quality of masculinity that makes men, in Bill's words, "stick around to fight and maybe die." In fact, the guardian reported on how, even after the ban, many men were trying to cross the border. Furthermore, Bill completely disregards the difference in societal attitudes towards men and women under these circumstances. During war, men are shamed for not volunteering to the fight. For a man, joining the war means honour, courage and glory. Our literature is full of examples of this (think of how the boys are encouraged to join the war effort in Remarque's All Quiet on the Western Front, for instance). I am not saying this is wrong. I can centainly understand why these attitudes developed, the need to make going to war see desirable, in order to encourage the soldiers and save the country. But it is a mistake to assume that these social pressures have nothing to do with the reason why there are more men in the military for instance. Women on the other hand are expected to flee. A woman is shamed, not for fleeing her country, but for not sacrificing her desire to protect her land, and staying with her children instead.

Ukrainian refugees around the end of February. source of images: https://www.kpcc.org/npr-news/2022-02-26/people-fleeing-ukraine-cross-into-romania; https://missouriindependent.com/briefs/u-s-to-accept-100000-ukrainian-refugees-levy-more-sanctions-on-russia/; https://www.timesofisrael.com/nearly-120000-ukrainians-have-fled-the-country-so-far-seeking-refuge-from-fighting/; https://www.timesofisrael.com/thousands-of-ukrainians-inquire-about-moving-to-israel-jewish-agency-official-says/ ; 
 

Personally, I think staying around to fight for one's freedom is admirable. But I don't think Zelenskyy is doing it because he is a man. I think he is doing it because he is a good leader, and I can see a female leader doing exactly the same in his place. What is more, I would hope most men nowadays would find that attitude just as admirable in a woman, as women find it in Zelenskyy. 

It is easy to describe the general differences between men and women in biological terms. It becomes much harder to do so in terms of character, personality and psychological make up. Most of the stereotypes that seemed to defined each gender are falling. What are the qualities of a man? Courage. Strength. Intelligence. What about a woman? Shouldn't a woman also be brave? Shouldn't she be strong and intelligent? I certainly hope to possess all three of those qualities in sufficient amount. Sensitivity is not a quality generally associated with manhood. But most of the greatest writers that ever were are men, and you can't produce great literature without a good dose of sensitivity. What about it then? 

The biggest problem I have with Mr. Maher's argument is that it implies that these qualities - the qualities that inspires a person to fight for their freedom instead of fleeing to safety - are inherently masculine characteristics. It doesn't seem to me that bravery is gendered at all. There is certainly no biological basis for that argument.  And it's personally offensive to be labeled as the coward sex. 

I am not what is called a "radical feminist," by any means. But I recognize that, despite the strides made by recent changes in societal attitudes towards women, true equality is more an idea than a reality. Even in our world, the value of a woman's individuality is secondary to motherhood, and a woman's personal freedom is conditional. I am not myopic enough to deny that there are biological differences between men and women, and I have never been offended by the small rituals derived from traditional gender roles, such as allowing a man to open a door or lead in a dance. But I do hope for a time when the word woman isn't synonymous with inferiority, and the qualities associated with womanhood are not agreeableness and sweetness, but assertiveness, intelligence and courage.

Thursday, 17 March 2022

Star Trek | My Top 10 favourite episodes in Voyager season 4

Before writing this post, I took a look at some lists of "best Star Trek Voyager episodes" or "best episodes in season 4", and I have to say, my list will look nothing like those. Those usually include include iconic double episodes like "Year of Hell" (which I actually have a lot of issues with), or  high-production-value episodes like  The Killing came (which, however cool, didn't crack my top 10). When I am choosing my favourites, I take other things into account. 

First of all, I am a big fan of the episodic nature of Star Trek, and I tend to enjoy single episodes with a self-contained story, in which only the characters and their relationships with each other demonstrate the continuity of the show. I love episodes that explore cool science fiction ideas, such as an unusually intriguing concept for an alien species (cool make up definitely adds bonus points) or a particularly fascinating premise. In the case of Voyager, I also favour episodes with a high "Voyager Factor", that is, episodes that could only be told in Voyager, and therefore contribute to fully exploring the show's unique premise. Finally, I appreciate good  characterization and dialogue, and the only reason this is third on my list is that I realize it is possible to have brilliant character moments in otherwise lack-luster episodes. 

The fourth season of Voyager was particularly good. I liked Kes, but Seven of Nine is my favourite character in the show and her addition to the crew fixed something I didn't even know was broken before. I think I liked almost every episode in the season (though one or two had moments and elements I particularly disliked), and compiling a list of the top 10 was definitely challenging. These aren't reviews. Just my impressions of the top 10 episodes, and, be aware, there may be spoillers ahead. Without further ado, here are my top 10 episodes in Voyager's season 4 : 

 

Wednesday, 9 March 2022

Books (Reading Wrap-up) | February Reads...

After a slow start, my reading rhythm finally picked up a little bit in February. These are not reviews, just my impressions about a selection of the books I read this month: 

1. Toilers of the Sea, by Victor Hugo


In recent years, Victor Hugo has become my favourite author, and a person I would go back in time to have a cup of tea with. I'll be the first to say his style is not for everyone - he tends to deviate from the pot quite a bit in favour of lengthy explanations about the historical context or local geography of the scene - but he writes so beautifully it entirely makes up for the lack of objectivity in my mind... After I read Les Miserables for the first time, for several months and actually to this day still, little excerpts and fragments of the text come back to me when my mind is distracted, and again and again I am at awe at the power of Hugo's words to create such a lasting impression in my brain. 

“Dissimulation is an act of violence against yourself. A man hates those to whom he lies.”

The toilers of the sea was similar in this regard. The story concerns a misfit named Gilliat who falls in love with Deruchette, the niece of Mess Lethierry, owner of the island's only steam ship. When his ship is  wrecked in a nearby reef,  Gilliat fights the sky the sea and its creatures to recover the machine and be worthy of Deruchette´s hand. Be that as it may, nearly half the book goes by, before the story can actually start, and the first 300 pages have little but set up, background and characterization... But it's beautifully written, so I didn't mind. 

I will say, however, that this is probably my least favourite book in Hugo's body of work, at least considering the ones I've read so far (Notre Dame de Paris, Les Miserables, The man who laughs, The last Day of a Condemned Man). The tribulations of Gilliat in the reef were infinitely less interesting to me than the relationships between Valjean and Cosette in Les Mis, or Frollo and Quasimodo in Notre Dame de Paris. Actually I was far more entranced by the earliest portions of the book, with the descriptions of Gilliat's background and the "undeserved opprobrium of his neighbours". I enjoyed the use of language, and it only added to my desire to learn French, if for no other reason than to be able to access Mr. Hugo's works in their original form. 

"Religion, Society, and Nature! these are the three struggles of man. They constitute at the same time his three needs. He has need of a faith; hence the temple. He must create; hence the city. He must live; hence the plough and the ship. But these three solutions comprise three perpetual conflicts. The mysterious difficulty of life results from all three. Man strives with obstacles under the form of superstition, under the form of prejudice, and under the form of the elements. He is weighed down by a triple kind of fatality or necessity. First there is the fatality of dogmas, then the oppression of human laws, and finally the inexorability of nature. The author has denounced the first of these fatalities in Notre Dame de Paris, the second was fully exemplified in Les miserables, and the third was indicated in Les Travailleurs de la mer. But with all these fatalities there also mingled that inward fatality, the supreme agonizing power, the human heart."

2. Star Trek - Q in Law, by Peter David

One small secret? Sometimes I have a blast reenacting scenes from Star Trek episodes with action figures of my Star Trek collection...

In February I got really into Star Trek Voyager for the first time in a long, long time. Don't get me wrong, I am as big a trekkie as you'll ever find and I love all things Star Trek, but Voyager has always been my least favourite Star Trek show, for a variety of reasons (that is no longer the case). I certainly didn't understand why so many people prefer it to Enterprise for instance, which I always enjoyed a great deal. Re-watching voyager made me want dive into my small Star Trek Library, and since I have hardly any Voyager books, I decided to pick this one up, by Peter David. 

This book was funny. I could hear Lwaxana and Q's voices as I read, and there was a plurality od delightful moments, such as  Worf protesting that the Enterprise shouldn't be a "catering hall" when they're assigned a mission that involves hosting a wedding, and Captain Picard's embarrassment upon admiting that in a school production of Romeo and Juliet he played Juliet's nurse. I did have a few issues with the plot though... In the best Star Trek episodes, Q's actions, however arbitrary they may seem, always have a purpose. He took the Enterprise several thousand light years into uncharted space, to have Picard confront the Borg and challenge his bold claims of preparedness for the unknown. I Tapestry he pretended the Captain had died to give him a better appreciation for his young self. In this novel though, Q's motivations seemed as simple as to cause chaos, which felt a bit empty in the end. Also, the plot made me realize how many of Lwaxana's stories in TNG focus on her being made a fool of in some fashion or another... I wish that hadn't been the case. 

I have an audio book of this novel also, in tape format. Maybe it will feature in my March reading hall. 

3. Pygmalion, by George Bernard Shaw

Got this little copy in São Paulo, at Livraria Cultura (Av Paulista) after watching to My Fair Lady for the first time... I used to go to that bookshop on Saturday Mornings, for purchases like this... Having lived in a small city for such a long time (where I could only get foreign language books from a small selection in a second hand bookshop), I really value the ability to get books in foreign languages with relative ease, as it happened in SP

Pygmalion was a mysoginistic sculptor who vouched to remain celibate and detested "the faults beyond measure which nature has given to women", only then to sculpt a woman of ivory whom he found so perfect he could not but fall in love with it. The play by George Bernard Shaw write a XIX century version of this modern myth, by creating a pronunciation professor who helps a common girl from London learn to speak like a lady of the aristocracy, only then to fall in love with his creation. Sort of. 

This play was amusing, though I imagine it must be more satisfying to watch it on a stage than read it in a book. Having seen the movie adaptation, though (My fair lady, 1964), I was not prepared at all for the ending. You see, the book doesn't end as one would expect it to, and in many ways, the central point of the story remains an open question. Apparently this play was immensely popular at Shaw's time, and the fans pressured him to give the characters a proper conclusion. Instead of writing another act for the play, though, Shaw wrote a long epilogue/letter telling what happened to each of the characters in the years after the curtain drops, and explaining exactly why certain characters could never be together romantically and why there was nothing but unhappiness in the paths that they chose. The whole thing was a little too passive aggressive, I think, and I have to say, I don't think this excessive realist/pessimistic views have a place in fiction, at least not in the fiction I want to read... 

Had this happened in our time, he probably would have simply written a sequel. 

4. The Sorrows of Empire, by David Mack

The most recent addition to my Star Trek Library

In the fourth episode of the second season of Star Trek, The Original Series, the Mirror Universe was introduced to Star Trek canon: A parallel universe in which things are like they are in our universe, but not quite. Everything is the same, but everything is different, giving truth to the notion according to with "there is more than one of everything". Crucially, while the United Federation of Planets is a pacifistic alliance of civilizations cooperating to explore the Galaxy, its mirror Universe counterpart is the Terran Empire, focused on conquest and exploitation instead. Mirror Universe episodes are always a lot of fun, giving us a chance to see another version of each of the characters.

In the Original Series, the Kirk from our Universe planted the seeds of revolution in the Mirror Spock's mind. He says: "The illogic of waste, Mr. Spock. A waste of lives, potential, resources, time. I submit to you that your Empire is illogical because it cannot endure. I submit that you are illogical to be a willing part of it." Essentially he tries to convince Spock to turn his Universe into something more like our own. After that, we didn't have Mirror Universe stories for a very long time. There were no Mirror episodes in The Next Generation and when it finally made an appearance in Deep Space 9, we learn that Spock's actions caused the fall of the Terran empire and humans are now slaves to the Klingon-Cardassian alliance!

The Sorrows of Empire is an attempt to tell exactly what happened after the first clash between the two Universes, showing Spock's actions and how they led to the inevitable fall of the Empire. 

This book was a very enjoyable read. It's written in small chapters, that span a period of several years, with one or two chapters/events per year. Many characters from the Original series make appearances and we see how the events of some episodes unfolded differently in the Mirror Universe. I read reviews with people calling it "fanficky" but I actually enjoyed it, and thought the pace suited this sort of story well... 

The one thing I have an issue with was how everything felt a bit contrived. One of the reasons why the reintroduction of the mirror  Universe in Deep Space 9 works so well, is because we discover that Kirk's good intentions had disastrous results. Because Spock made a mistake somewhere. In this book, Spock never errs at all. Everything, even the eventual fall of the Empire is meticulously calculated, and I just don't buy... It's like... Like playing chess and being able to see sixty moves ahead... It's not believable because there are so many moves, so many variables, the plan will invariably have to change and have unforeseen consequences. Pretending this isn't so feels... contrived. At lest to me. I would much rather read about Spock making mistakes and coming up with new plans to cope with these mistakes, than read about him making no mistakes at all.. 

Despite these shortcomings though, I really enjoyed reading it, and I look forward to reading more trek books by this author, and more books set in the mirror universe. 

Overall, I am pretty happy with my reading month in February. I hope March is even better, and I plan to continue tackling the books I haven't read from my classics and Star Trek shelves. 



Tuesday, 15 February 2022

Star Trek | My top 10 episodes in Voyager season 3

10. Scorpio


I’m torn about this one. It’s clearly an iconic episode in Voyager, and a turning point for the ship: entering Borg space, getting farther and farther away from the usual players up to this point (kazon, vidiians, talaxians,...). Not only that, it’s their first encounter with Species 8472, the fearful race of beings more powerful even than the borg. A lot happens. 

I do struggle with the Captain’s decisions though… And not just in this episode. I think one of the biggest shortcomings of Voyager (and the reason why it took me so long to rewatch it properly) is that it never fulfilled it’s potential. Voyager should have been a generational ship. There should have been more children aboard, more aliens, more people they picked up along the way, adding their technological expertise to the ship. The ship should have changed, physically, with add-ons and modifications to help it in the long journey. But none of that happens. These ideas are touched on, here and there, but most of the time, the characters act as if they are one day away from finding the miracle that will take them back to the alpha quadrant. 

It’s what happens in “The Swarm” for instance, early in this season. Janeway receives a warning not to enter a dangerous part of space, but because crossing it would take an extra 15 months, she decides to charge forward anyway. Why? What difference do 15 months make in a 70 years journey? Especially considering this is a ship alone with no possibility of backup, and this hostile species has already overpowered two of their people. It just doesn’t make sense to me. 

The same thing happens in Scorpio. Janeway has options besides charging into Borg space or giving up altogether. She can try and find a way around it. She can navigate on the edges of borg space and have the ship’s scientists and engineers developing cloaking technology, maybe even incorporating components of the Saurian tech they came in contact with a couple of episodes ago. She acts as if these ideas haven’t even occurred to her. But, and here’s where Scorpio is different from previous episodes, Chakotay does bring this up in dialogue, confronting the captain’s reasoning. This dialogue, along with cool elements like the graveyard of Borg ships, the idea of a “Northwest passage” through their space, the holoprogram of Leonardo’s workshop (a program I would like to run myself), all of this things make this a pretty cool episode, deserving of a place on this list.


9. Future’s End part II



You know, I didn’t use to like Future’s End at all. I am not really crazy about the nineties’ aesthetic, their clothes are a total train wreck, and the fact that  Earth is supposed to be deep in the Eugenic wars in the nineties according to the established chronology always made me dislike this episode. It didn’t help that this episode echoes strongly of “Star Trek: The Voyage Home”, which happens to be my favourite Trek movie, and that made me go: “in a world that already includes The Voyage Home, why would we need Future’s end?” 


That said, on rewatching it, it wasn’t so bad. There were scenes I am not used to seeing in Trek, like the truck chase scene, which was kind of cool, and after watching La La Land (and Rebel without a Cause), I find it much cooler to recognize the Griffith Observatory in a scene. Rain was a cool character, she had great lines of dialogues, and her relationship with Tom was a real turning point for his character, because after this point is when he begins feeling more like a tridimensional character and less like a stereotypical womanizer with humorous lines. 


The idea of a man from the past stealing technology from the future for his own benefit had appeared before on TNG (“A matter of time”), but seeing a guy from the 1990s manipulating 29th century technology so well was asking too much of my suspension of disbelief. However, this episode gave the doctor his mobile emitter, and we really needed this for his development in the series in my opinion. Also, making the emitter a piece of technology from the future was a good way to give the doctor mobility without running into a crisis about what to do with every other hologram in every other Federation ship/planet. 


Cool episode, worth the rewatch. 


8. Darkling


Voyager is in orbit around an outpost of the Mikhal Travelers, a loosely governed race of explorers with extensive knowledge of the territory ahead, knowledge which they are willing to share. Although the travelers come in different shapes and sizes - some more honest, others more prone to embellishing tales of their adventures - this was definitely a cool concept for a species, something that felt different from most, and I really appreciated this originallity.


While Voyager is gathering information for the journey ahead, Kes is making friendships of her own. She’s three years old now, no longer involved with Neelix, and growing restless with what life on Voyager has to offer her. In the outpost, she meets Zahir, one of the travelers, and they quickly become infatuated with one another. He invites her to travel with him and she seems all but ready to take him up on his offer. 


In parallel with all this, the Doctor’s experimenting with his own matrix, trying to improve himself by adding personality traits from great figures of the past to his program. Behavioral subroutines, however, have a tendency to interact with each other in unpredictable ways and the end result was a bizarre holographic multiple personality disorder leading to a criminal investigation. 


There’s a lot I didn’t like about this episode. I don’t understand why Neelix and Kes’ breakup, for instance, happened off-screen. It makes sense that they would break up, because Kes is growing and changing (there’s hints of this in the earlier episode, War Lord, though at the time, Kes is not herself when she brings it up), but still, it felt a little unfair to have this overlooked as if it had never happened. Voyager does that sometimes (as I recall, in later seasons, Tom and B’elanna’s real marriage will also happen off screen), and it’s one of the worst things about it. I also think Doc made sort of an obvious mistake - how do you not think of Byron’s depressive tendencies when merging his personality with your own?


That said, the things I like about the episode definitely outweigh the things I didn’t like. When Kes goes to Janeway for help, we see the captain at her best: she makes it clear that Kes’ decisions must be her own, but rather than evading the questions, she also makes a point to say she will help and how (“I can help you weigh the consequences, the possibilities…”). Their dialogue is very candid, and Janeway acts a little maternal in my opinion, which is perfect for her character. In this season, the captain starts to embrace her role as more than just a Captain, but as the leader of this community, and it is in these small personal interactions that we see her the best. She is calm, confident, relatable and gentle. She calls Kes to sit by her side (not across from a desk) and shares her own experience, her own thoughts over a hot beverage. It’s a captain I would love to serve under and model myself after. 


Zahir’s character was also quite something. It’s cool how his relationship with Kes leads him to reexamine his beliefs and see the benefits of fellowship in one’s life, something he never had, as a lone explorer. Something he finds enviable. He is gentle and loving - the perfect love interest - and the scene in which he takes Kes for a walk under the moonlight of three moons was absolutely beautiful (why don’t we see more landscapes like this in Trek?) 


Robert Picardo’s acting was great. I think he does alternate versions of the doctor really well (remember Dr. Zimmerman in the Swarm?) and this time he even looks different, just by doing that thing he did with his lower lip. The scene at the cliff was cool, felt different than what happens in most episodes (though this season had a few scenes like this - Rise comes to mind), despite the fact that his being fixed came out of the blue. 


Overall, a good episode, to me at least, and definitely among the top ten in the season.



7. Remember


Voyager is carrying a group of Enarans back to their home planet, in exchange for them sharing their energy conservation technology. The Enarans are a highly enlightened telepathic race, and the cultural exchange happening on the ship is remarkable. There’s a reception in which one of the older Enarians plays a futuristic instrument that is somewhere between a temerin and a celesta, and the Voyager crew is in gorgeous civilian clothes, enjoying the show. Very, very nice.

B’elanna is having strange dreams. They started when the Enarans came on board, and they play like a movie, with every night advancing the story further. At first the dreams feel amazing. She inhabits the character of a young Enaran girl named Korenna, who’s having a sort of Romeo and Juliet love affair behind her father’s back. It’s exciting and intense. But then the dreams turn dark, and before long B’elanna realizes they aren’t dreams at all, they are memories, memories one of the Enaran is passing along because they want the truth about their past to come out.  


From the start, this episode felt like a TNG episode, and it felt particularly similar to “Violations”. I was not at all surprised to discover this was originally written as a Deanna episode, rewritten as a B’elanna piece. It was cool to know that, because I do this sometimes, I write fics, don’t publish them, then rework them months or years later and finally publish and I didn’t realize the pros do it too. Also, I think the rewrite worked wonderfully, first because it would probably have felt a little repetitive as a TNG episode and because B’elanna was great, she actually looked and acted like a young girl, caught in the tormentous emotions of a first love. 


The story is a metaphor for the Holocaust (another Trek classic), and it worked beautifully, as only science fiction is capable off. It focused on the shame of those who participate and survive such a thing, but worked because the truth was delivered, as B’elanna puts it “without apologies, and with no request for forgiveness”. It also gives rise to interesting questions such as: what if the society that emerged after such a terrible thing is not a dystopian horror? The view we have of the Enarans definitely changes when we learn about their past, especially because it is a recent past - some of the older Enarans on Voyager participated in the genocyde. 


All things considered, if felt like a classic science fiction exploration of a small aspect of human history, and I particularly enjoyed how B’elanna interacted with it, as well as how Janeway interacted with B’elanna in the end. Understanding B’elanna’s feelings, rather than reprimanding her for her outburst and gently pointing her towards the only thing she can still do. A true captain. 

6. Alter Ego

I will preface this by saying I did not remember the Thalaxian resort program at all. And that’s surprising because this is such a big part of the third season, and also an excuse for us to see multiple characters in different clothes. It is also where most of “Alter Ego” takes place. Harry, who frequently visits the resort, falls in love with one of the characters, Marayna, a holographic hydro sail instructor. Desperate to get out of this embarrassing predicament - essentially, being in love with a computer program - Harry goes to Tuvok for help, asking the security officer to teach him how to suppress his emotions. 


I really liked how this episode went deeper on Vulcan culture, giving us not only a number of new words, but also a deeper look into how Vulcans perceive emotion and how this perception helps them control it. That whole dialogue between Tuvok and Harry was just interesting. 


Falling-in-love-with-a-character-in-the-hollodeck, is a classic trek story (both Will Riker and Geordi have been there in TNG), and there’s always a special something that makes that particular hologram different from the rest. This time, the explanation was very original. Marayna was an interesting character, and the best dialogue in the episode was the moment in the lual when she deconstructs Tuvok’s actions and exposes his intentions better than even he could put into words, I think. She then removes her lal, to make herself his equal and they play kal toh together, in an entirely unexpected turn of events. 


The highlight of the episode, however, was the change it affected in Tuvok’s character. Though that last dialogue has Tuvok alerting Marayna about the depth of her loneliness, he is actually taking a hard look at himself and at how much he loses by not allowing himself to become one with his crew mates. So in the end, he goes to Harry for a partner in kal toh, because however bad harry may be at the game, that is not what it’s about at all. 



5. Unity


I have been listening to the Delta Flyers podcast, with Robert Duncan McNeil and Garret Wang, as  I rewatch Voyager. It was Robert (aka Tom Paris) who directed “Unity”, and I was surprised to learn he doesn’t really thing he did a good job on this one. It surprised me because I enjoyed Unity much more than his previous directorial effort, “Sacred Ground”. 

For starters, “Unity” picks up the threat of Blood Fever, and introduces ex-borgs to the Star Trek world, a concept that would be central to Voyager from the fourth season onwards (with the entrance of Seven of Nine) and has repercussions that stretch through Picard’s era (when we begin calling ex-borgs xbs). I particularly enjoyed how some of the scenes were lit, specially during Chakotay and Riley’s private conversation (the scheme of light and shadow on their faces reminded me of close ups in classic movies). 


To me, this story was an exploration of loneliness. Like ambassador Kollos says, in the Original Series, we (humanoids, and humans specifically) are “so alone”, living lives in this shell of flesh…terribly lonely. Borg stories, particularly with Borgs who were severed from the collective always touch on the seductive nature of the collective, of having these other voices inside, and never being alone. Something as beautiful as it is horrific, and as desirable as it is terrible. Picard is torn by this, when he becomes Locutus, and so is Chackotay in “Unity”.


The conclusion of the episode was somewhat somber, but it just felt like an old-school cautionary tale sci fi story. Top notch.   


4.Flashback


Tuvok starts having hallucinations that feels like memories and the only hope of recovery from this mental breakdown is a mind-meld with the captain, his friend, who stands in for a member of his family in such an intimate bond. Once inside his mind, Janeway finds herself on board the Excelsior, a ship captained by Hikaru Sulu, at around the same time  of the events of Star Trek: the Undiscovered Country. 


That was Tuvok’s first assignment in Starfleet, eight years previously, and the assignment that prompted him to quit Starfleet.  Unlike Spock, whose decision to join Starfleet caused a rupture between himself and his father, Tuvok had no interest in humans, and was pressured to join starfleet by his own parents, whose reasons he didn’t understand until much later, when he became a father himself. I always appreciate when multiple characters of the same rare are explored in different directions, for it gives more dimension and believability to the worldbuilding. 


While the premise of this episode was a bit goofy (specially the conclusion), I enjoyed taking a stroll on the Excelsior, seeing Captain Sulu and Commander Rand in action, and taking a peak into their part on the events that promoted the peace talks between Klingons and the Federation. It was 100% worthwhile. 



3. Blood Fever



Ensign Vorik, a vulcan in engineering, is going through the pon far, a desperate situation for a young Vulcan stranded in the Delta Quadrant, many miles away from Earth. Desperate for a mate, who can help him purge the blood fever, he sets his eye on B’elanna Torres, but fails to take into account that B’elanna has no intention of getting attaching to him, despite whatever logical reasons he comes up with. Desperate, and out of control, Vorik initiates the mating bond, despite B’elanna’s rejections, and before she can push him off, he inadvertently makes it so that she too experiences the blood fever. Her being half klingon, the results are somewhat extreme. 


There was a lot I enjoyed about this episode. One of my biggest issues with Voyager has always been how little development occurs in terms of characters but also more generally, in terms of world building for the Trek Universe. I have always been bugged by how little Voyager advances our knowledge of Vulcans, especially considering this is the first Trek show to have a Vulcan among the series regulars since the Original Series. Season three however, actually gives us a lot in that regard (we learn about Keethera, kal-toh, and get a lot more info about the mating cycle among other things). Moreover, Vorik is precisely the type of recurring secondary character I wish we had seen more on Voyager. DS9 did this very well, with characters like Nog, Rom, Leeta, Bareil… Recurring secondary characters that weren’t around all the time, but appeared often enough that we had a sense the station was actually a living community. Furthermore a lot of these characters were aliens, which gave us a much better understanding of the multidimensionality of certain species (like ferengis or bajorans), which just doesn’t happen when you have a single character from each species all the time.  Voyager, being a ship stranded in space was the perfect series to repeat this strategy, but they hardly ever used it. Vorik, is a welcome exception.


The B story for “Blood Fever”, an away mission in which the team climbs down some caves to retrieve the rare substance gallicite was quite enjoyable (however confusing at times), and the aliens seemed like decent people who were just trying to protect their hidden society. It also placed B’elanna and Tom on the alnet, isolated from all the others which generated some of my favourite Tom Paris moments in the season, with Tom resisting B’elanna’s forceful advances for her own sake, despite his feelings. I liked the fighting choreography (as I did most of the time in this season) and the final confrontation between Tom and B’elanna on the turbolift, back on Voyager. 


In the end, this episode also introduces the Borg to Voyager. And a great introduction it was.


2. Distant Origin



Sixty-five million years ago, a massive extinction event in the Cretaceous period decimated the fiercest creatures ever known to inhabit the earth: the dinosaurs. Or group of sentient hadrosaurs however used what technology they had to launch themselves into space and survive extinction. They travel far, into the delta quadrant, and for millions of years continued to evolve into the Vorth, a technologically advanced Species of Sentient hadrosaurs that dwells in massive city-ships and is capable of transwarp speeds. The Vorth are deeply religious people, whose lives are dictated by the Doctrine, a set of dogmas according to which the Saurians were the first species to develop in the Delta Quadrant, and therefore, entitled to rule over it. 


Professor Gegen, a prominent paleontologist, however, has a different theory. According to his studies (the Distant Origin theory), the Voth actually originated in a planet far far away, and when he comes across the mortal remains of a Voyager crewmember, DNA analysis tells him that mysterious mammalian species and the Voth actually share a common ancestor, meaning their planet (Earth) must also be the planet from which the Voth originated. The only problem is that according to the Doctrine, mammalians are an inferior species, and Gegen’s studies are considered heresy. 


There was a lot to enjoy about this story, the most important thing of which is probably the detailed worldbuilding into the Voth species and culture - which doesn’t always happen in most Star Trek episodes. It takes nearly fifteen minutes before anybody from Voyager even makes an appearance (which is cool, every now and again), and there were a number of Voth featured in several scenes (instead of the usual one or two). I also appreciated the Galileo metaphor that guided the story, and the way it brought it to its natural (and repetitive) conclusion. The saurian ships looked awesome (reminded me a little bit evocative of xindi aquarian ships, from Enterprise), the make up was cool, the iron throne was great, and the ways in which the worldbuilding was conveyed were clever.


Chakotay was great in this episode, and I particularly loved the thoughtful gift he brought Gegen towards the end. The saurians were so advanced, it would have been easy to fall into the standard Voyager story “please use your superspeed to help us get back home faster” but the episode went in another direction, and I loved how it ended on Chakotay gifting Gegen something so beautiful, however simple (an something that would have costed him a number of replicator rations, considering Voyager’s energy problems). 


Needless to say, me being the dinosaur geek that I am, I loved seeing Janeway and the Doctor circling that Parasaurolophus in the holodeck. 

 

1. Worst Case Scenario



The penultimate episode in season 3 begins as though we were still in the first season of Star Trek Voyager: the ship is divided between maquis and starfleet, and Commander Chacotay is staging a mutiny. In the turbolift, he approaches B'elanna to assess where her loyalties lie. B’elanna seems divided at first, but goes along with the mutiny, though, unlike Seska and the others, she retains her starfleet attire, and nearly 11 minutes go by before Tom’s voice calling her causes B’elanna  to look up and say “Computer freeze program”. 


B’elanna then explains that  she came across this holonovel during a routine purge of the database to get rid of old files. It’s a compelling story, she says, probably because the characters are people on the ship, and it doesn’t take long for Tom to decide he wants to try the program for himself. Soon, the program becomes very popular, and by the time the captain hears about it, it’s been accessed 47 times by 33 different crew members. 


Worst case scenario was, without a doubt, my number 1 favourite episode in season 3, in no small part because of how much the characters geek out about writing. In the past couple of years I’ve been increasingly more interested in novel writing, and it was cool listening to starfleet people discussing the Vulcan “Dictates of Poetics”, and hear Tom and Tuvok’s banter over them being a pantser and a plotter respectfully without much understanding that that’s okay. There were some good plot twists, and, like most of my favourite episodes,  it was a story that could only be told this ship, making it Voyager at its best.